First copy of the Bible I ever saw. Hefty leather bound, shining golden inlay, satin bookmark thingy running through the pages. How think it is. How thin the pages are. Mesmerizing. Growing up in communist china you instantly know there’s something “sinister” about this, therefore special. What you don’t know is at that point life had presented its answers to you without any of the calculations
2005. Me at my friend’s house playing video games on windows xp on her home computer. I said something along the lines of I’d hate having boobs and she replied why? A copy of the bible in the bookshelf, given to her by one of her mom’s Christian friends, “Dear xxx 祝你健康成长” written on the first page
最近有点想割以永治（不是腕）但我对当男的没兴趣（ofc谁想当男的）也不想取新名字（本来就不男不女）也不想说自己是they/them（乱七八糟） 但问题是 who the fuck is actually nonby? EVERYONE 性别这事儿本来就是你中有我我中有你一生二而生三三生万物万火归一 但问题是would normies hate their boobs this much?
