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看papi和霍主任的视频,想到我其实也是可能适合干大事的人,比如每天觉少且不困,比如做事情特别着急一定要高效率完美做好,但是其实我并不快乐,我只是能够这样,并且身体会自动这样,但是我精神痛苦。。。
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最近意识到的一点就是我不愿意打破秩序。比如电影院的后门随便进出,我顺着通道走,最后发现自己走的是后门,直接进了电影院里面,于是我感觉自己像做贼。然后就是晚上一群人围着夜宵摊,我要插进去说一句我的需求,做了好几分钟心理建设,还担心老板听不见我的声音。最后就是明天终于要勇闯私人健身房,而且没跟私教约课,就是我自己可以免费进出训练,但还是偷感很重,担心里面的人会不会不认识我,问我来干嘛的,我要怎么解释说我就是想来自己练练,还有明天人会不会很多,都有私教在的话我一个人会不会被歧视……
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听说很多人的奶奶姥姥都会特别亲切,对孩子特别好,但是我奶奶的心里只有她自己。比如我妈买回来一块牛肉,她会问“给谁吃啊,我又咬不动”,完全不想想这个家里还有别人……当然了我只是必须把我自己放在一个旁观者的角度,当做没听见,要不然我会生气。朋友听了之后觉得她只是嘴欠而已,我不懂,或许是希望强调自己的重要性吧。挺好的,自私是好事,我就很自私,可能是遗传。
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我的焦虑又间歇发作了,这次不是学业和工作,是身材焦虑,我希望一夜之间能增重30斤增肌20斤变成双开门,所以我直接跑去家最近的拳击馆,结果人家约满了,无处可去又决定去试试攀岩……
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